Last Night

Alright, so I hurt today. I mean REALLY hurt. My left knee feels like it’s going to buckle with every step I take, and I blame it on…myself.

I went over to Reese’s house last night for a work-out, and I’ll be damned if she didn’t work me out. I picked the video, which was a Jillian special, working out your butt, thighs, back and biceps. Let me tell you, it was brutal, very intense. I ended up running/hobbling into my house and straight for my recliner to watch The Biggest Loser.

I concluded the show feeling angry and sad. Angry that someone who doesn’t deserve to be there stayed and one of the people that DID deserve it had to go home. I feel for Jerry, he’s like everyone’s favorite grandpa. I cried as he was voted off the ranch.

I have set a couple new goals.
1. To get through that blasted video! Reese, we’re gonna PUSH ourselves even more the next time we do that video!

2. To lose 89lbs by my birthday next November. That means losing about 2lbs a week.

I’m positive that all of us can lose the weight and reach our goals if we just push ourselves enough. As hard and as sadistic as Jillian is, I wish she were my trainer. Reese is doing an awesome job in that department. I wish she had picked me up by my hair last night when I sat down. *S* WE CAN DO THIS if we put our minds in the right place.

No more junk food. I have actually stopped stocking my pantry with chips and sweets.
More water. Actually I’m not sure I can drink more water. *S* But I’m going to try.
Exercise. Even if it’s just walking up stairs or down the street. Lets get up and do it. I think I’m going to buy one of those things that counts every step you take. Then I can push myself to take more and more steps.

I’m going to do this! I’m going to reach my goals!

Who’s with me?

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